In August 2020, I almost lost another family member to mental illness and pain. Talk about hitting my 2020 lowest. Of all the shit that happened this year, none shook my world as much as hearing how random, "insignificant" Saturday could've been the end date of memory making with someone I could never fathom living without. It hurt! And sent my mind everywhere. It took me back to when I lost my baby cousin in 2018 and all the confusion and pain I felt for her and ESPECIALLY her mom (my cousin) and grandmother. I might've looked alive and well, but I was stuck.
Surviving Suicide: How to Deal with and Overcome a Soul-Shattering Suicide Attempt
Updated: Dec 28, 2020